Sick

I've been sick the past couple of days so I haven't been able to do anything. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed about everything I still need to do. Finding a real job is very hard! I need to write a new resume and get another reference from a lecturer that is unpredictable in answering emails. I'm really scared that I'm not going to be able to get a good job. There are so many hoops to jump through and being sick has just put a damper on my preparations and I just feel like it's hopeless. But I guess I have no choice, I need to buck up and just do it. Hopefully tomorrow I will feel better and finally organise myself into some sort of routine and make a list of what I need to get done and when it needs to be done. 


Miss my house, my routine, my car, my friends and summer. Buuuuuuut I love being with my family <3 I guess a girl can't have everything she wants. Change is just hard that's all.